the new year

a sinus infection. a week of antibiotics. another scheduled surgery.
not missing a day of work! plus the opportunity of getting my very own
apartment. life doesnt slow down, not even at the start of a new year.

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Don't look to become a person of success, look instead to become a
person of value. -Einstein

back from a cruise :)

I didn't get sick!!!! You should have seen the huge amount of pills I took a long. It was such a blast, I guess you'll have to be my friend on facebook or myspace to see pictures :)

Independence

I'm in my new place but haven't fully settled in yet, I didn't know I had so much stuff!

The job is going great, I really love it. I figured out after a week or two how to properly schedule my pills, eating & work so that I'm not in pain! yea! Makes work even more fun!

I should have done this months ago.

All grown up

My first week on the job is over. I definitely earn what money I'll get! Having CF and a full time job isn't easy, especially when the people there don't know you have CF or know it and don't really know what that means. I like it though, I get treated normal. I haven't quite figured out how to rightly schedule my pills, eating and working so that I'm not in pain but it's getting better. I think It'll just take time and a little experimenting.

I haven't moved into my apartment yet, hopefully by the end of the month. I love this independent stuff!

As far as my nose goes... my smell is gone again. Man, I wish my surgery had happened!

From Cambodia...

Nose News

For about a week now I've been able to SMELL! I thought it would pass but obviously it hasn't, and hopefully wont. I'm not like a super smeller now or anything, most of the time I have no idea what I'm smelling but it feels so great!

I've also been able to sleep with my mouth closed these last few weeks. That's great but I still want these polyps out. People always comment on how I sound like I have a cold :(

Cancelled :(

My Polyp surgery got cancelled! I'm on the waiting list but have no idea when it will happen. This is very disappointing but I'll get over it (once I have the surgery). Haha.

The whole Lyme Disease/antibiotics seems to be going ok. The only thing that has changed for the worse is how well my digestive system works. Things are a lot better when I have lot of probiotics.

I found out today that I'm 112 lbs. this is the heaviest I've ever been! The doctors are going to be really happy.

Ticks and Tae Kwon Do test results!

Last Thursday I found a tick attached to me. Yesterday evening I found a quarter size rash where the tick had been. Today I got put on 3 weeks of antibiotics for Lyme Disease!!!!!!!!!!!

Funny thing is that I NEVER go outside during tick season, I guess that doesn't matter when your brother and sisters do and DON'T do tick checks before hanging out in the house and in my bedroom!

Last night at the "Friends of Cambodia" fundraiser we raised $700! Over $180 of that went to the Cambodian Orphanage. This was with 50 people attending. It was an awesome evening, more people should have been there to enjoy it! Aline and I also got the shock of our lives when our Tae Kwon Do teacher was talking and said "...Something the girls don't even know is that they are RED BELTS..."!!!!!!!

Not only did we pass our Red Stripe test but we advanced to our Red Belts! OMW!!!!!!!! So yeah, good and bad things happening this week!

Tae Kwon Do competition

10 Competitors, 16 Medals and one AWESOME day!

Aline & Wolfgang were coaches and I was equipment & competitor manager.

Surgery

After seeing a specialist yesterday, I have a date for my next Polyp surgery (this will be my 7th surgery) it's August 9th. I'm so excited! Finally a clear nose... and maybe a sense of smell?

Details of my first adult CF appoinment

First thing on my list is to go see the Physio Therapist. I arrive 20 min. early because I gave myself extra time just in case I couldn't find it. We talk about how CF has affected my lungs and he's very impressed with my physical fitness level.

Then I head to eat lunch. My Physio app. was at 11 am. and my next one is at 1:15 pm. so I have sometime to eat lunch. I didn't have any cash so my debit was the only thing I could use, and the Tim Hortons booth thingy only took cash, so I ended up eating a piece of each Pepperoni and Hawaiian Pizza.

Then I headed to the clinic and right away was sent for PFT's which went really well. Then to get an X-Ray which looked awesome! and then I saw the nurse, nutritionalist and then finally the doctor. Everything was awesome!

My next app. is set for 6 months from now. sweet eh?

Officially a CF adult!

Wow! I can't believe I was so nervous about the whole transition thing. It went really smooth and I'm really going to enjoy working with the new doctor and head nurse.

My CF Creon Award party went great and the food was awesome, for the first time I tasted breaded shrimp, I could have said it was like chicken.

Here's a tip for CFer's who are graduating to the Adult Clinic:
Know your facts about fertility and Cystic Fibrosis. If there was a point system I think I would have scored a 10!

Update on running

I started this last Monday and I ran 3 out of 5 mornings. The 2 I didn't run I slept-in instead. Oops, bad me!

I can already tell that it's helping improve my lungs! Very exciting!!! I breath so big when I'm running... I can't wait till I can get to the point where I'm running a couple laps around this block.

HERE IS A BIG SECRET:

I'm working on a website about what EXACTLY I do for my CF, I mean, I totally go into big time details, no generic "I take supplements" stuff or "I use cream for my polyps", questions are going to be answered and it'll all be legal, I just used English to suit my purpose! Hehe!

Sadly, I'm not giving out the URL (web address) yet, it's not quite finished. Just wanted to let ya'll know that I'm working on that.

For updates on my book you'll have to go to http://mycfbook.blogspot.com.

Thanks!

Running

Out here in Texas I don't have Tae Kwon Do :( I miss you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, so I'm going to start RUNNING! At 6 AM wake up and go for a run, hoping to start with 1/2 to 3/4 of a mile. It'll be great for my lungs and endurance training.

I need ya'll to keep me responsible with this so pop in now and then to ask me how the running's going, OK?

Thanks!

I'm in Texas

Hey! I made it to Texas! I wrote all about it on my other blog www.hopeishere.blogspot.com if you want to take a look.

Thankfully at the moment I have internet on my laptop. Hopefully it continues.

God bless

CF Clinic July 18/06

My lung function was around 90%! Yea! I don't have a cough and it's non productive if I do cough.
They still want me to take Tobi for preventive measures but I'm like "I don't agree with the philosophy of poisoning myself better, thank-you very much".
Hello? Does this sound crazy to anyone else? And if I'm not sick anyway, how much more damage will drugs do? I don't even want to think of that.
Did I mention that I'm writing a book about my life with CF? The first draft is completed.
I updated my CF website www.freewebs.com/cflife. Enjoy!

Update

Well my health is doing great even though the doctors want me to go on Tobi and I said “NO!” hello? If I’m healthy why would I want to bring down my immune system with drugs? I’ve never felt this good before, my next CF clinic is in April, I can’t wait to see how good my lung function is then.

I updated my CF website! www.freewebs.com/cflife take a look and enjoy!
TTFN (Ta Ta For Now)

Awesome Christmas and CF song!

Christmas was awesome! I got a Tamagotchi and toe socks!

My health was great, this is now the third Christmas in a row without pneumonia, all thanks to glycos!

I’m part of this yahoo group called “teens with CF” it’s great. One our members (Cindy) wrote a song called “My Classroom” here are the lyrics: (it’s an awesome song!)

My Classroom

(by Cynthia Ray)

Days go by,
I don't know if you see
The way that I'm struggling just to breathe
Simple things that may seem easy
To me, these are triumphs to achieve

Chorus:

But there are so many lessons I've learned
I don't know how I'd know,
And there are miracles I wouldn't recognize
any other way
Any other way


Twilight falls
Dreams get farther away
Mem'ries of summer turn to grey
Darkness steals my strength and
Passion for life starts to fade

(Chorus)

Can you tell what I'm going through?
Do your eyes see what mine do?
There may be pain, but there's glory too
Do your eyes see what mine do
What mine do

(Chorus)

P.S.

I almost forgot to mention this! Dad never picked up the drugs. So, my 98% normal lungs thing? It was done by my body, NOT the rat poison. You can have CF, be healthy and not have to be on drugs.

- Advocate for a drug free life

Great news from my CF appointment!

I got like the greatest news yesterday… ok, let me tell the background story first.

Last Thursday I got a CT scan of my lungs to make sure that everything was ok. Yesterday at CF clinic the doctors took a look at the CT scan results and told me… get ready for this, it’s amazing – I have 98% normal lungs! YEA!!!!!! I’m so excited about that! Just thought I’d share the good news.

If you are out to describe the truth, leave elegance to the tailor.
Albert Einstein